Ever have those days where, nothing particular really happens but you feel as if the whole worlds come crashing down on you?
Experiencing that kind of day today, I think. Woke up not in the greatest of moods; when I ate - it added to that mood ( since I hate eating, I wasn't even hungry so I had no reason to); Went out for a walk and came back in pain for some reason, again added; and then -shock horror- my mother has a go at me for stuff that has nothing to do with me. So yes, that's led to me being well and truly pissed off for the night.
And the fact that I'm in a very reclusive mindset at the moment, I can't talk to anyone. Even if I wanted to. I'm in this bubble that won't seem to pop, stopping people getting in; stopping me from getting out.
I just want to sleep to escape the pain in my stomach and legs, and hope not to wake with it still there. Hell, maybe not wake at all. Yes, that's how bad the mood is.
But; Let us be more cheery! Valentines Day on Monday. I Really wish I could be with my guy but alas, 400 odd miles apart kind of makes that difficult. Ah well, I'm happy enough when I'm talking to him, always improves my day. Maybe next year will be the first year I'll finally get to spend the day in his arms. But for now; his smile is enough for me to be happy on Valentines' Day.
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